HELLO!!

hello all sorry its been so long thins was crazy after the wedding it was beautiful my new husband started his new job yesterday praise God moriah doing good i was having a hard time cuz I'm not producing enough milk 4 her felt like a failure but today I went to wic to get her formula so we good now. O by the way lol my husband lost his wedding ring the 1st week we was married. lol We found it! its funny now!!! I'm trying to make my room marriage friendly lol 4 tony we live with mom which by the way is sooooo hard mom is the best in the world but plz pray 4 her and tony k i wont say y k just in case lol thank God 4 all hes doing and i feel bad cuz tony is like a lil kid 4 Christmas and we don't have enough to get a tree so pray that he ok with me telling him baby we getting a Charlie brown tree lol well this a lot so im going love ya all XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

O & my nephews never got me the wedding pictures!! so we still waiting >; [ not happy bout that at all!! but o well what can we do!! SOON I hope to post wedding pics k! gotta go feed Moriah

old feelings

thank u 4 the comments ill take all the advice i can get ;) well to day is not over but i went to the doc and just had some old bad feelings. 4 u that don't know i was married b 4. it lasted 3 years got married when i was 19 it was a very bad decision but to sum it up was very abusive and i had those feelings to day. then i went to tony 4 comfort and can u guess what he said ???????? THAT'S MEST UP !!! YA I WAS LIKE THAT'S IT but we new and he Young i know .so 4 u who r going to tell me give him a break i am :) other then that 2 more days lol.................... I'm back had to feed moriah o by the way ptl tony got a job well ill go now till next time .

Moriah's ears pierced

Marie went with us today. we had to get stuff for the wedding. we went into a store to get balloons and right next door was a jewelry store. we had been wanting to pierce Moriah's ears, well I did. Tony didn't. Him & mom were not very happy but I wanted to & so did Marie - so WE DID IT!

I made Marie hold her cuz I wanted to cry. I thought she wa gonna cry a long time but she only cried for a little bit and then again for the next ear.

Oh my poor baby! But I am excited too, cuz I really did want to pierce her ears. mom stayed out side looking through the door and Tony was just watching see him in the background - looking all serious.

Oh my little baby's eye brows!!! Do you see them?!! Aww and she had "real" tears!

See how her daddy is not very happy? Marie kept saying, sacrifice for beauty! and we would laugh cuz Tony was all serious ;-> He is okay now :) & our princess has earrings now!!

MY 1st post

I am sitting here at Marie's house using her computer to blog for the first time. I am actually cheating because Marie types faster than me so - since I am freaking out about my wedding in 4 days (SSShhhhHHhh! don't tell Tony) l.o.l :D I am having her type my thing - post whatever this is called. Don't get me wrong I want to be a blogger like Marie but I am just being a "freaked out bride" 4 day till - I wanna laugh. I am scared I will laugh during the ceremony! I always laugh when I am nervous.

I am stressing too cuz I'm getting used to being a first time mom :).

I feel so pretty for the first time in a year. I went and had my hair cut, waxed my eyebrows too!!

So I'm gonna be silly and show off my prettiness. Oh, I got make up too!! and nail polish for my nails

LOOK :-)